Yesterday night, I decided I was no longer in love with L.

Today, driving to work, I had this bizarre conviction that we were, at some point, going to get back together, in some form. At this point, I'm going to chalk that up to the fact that Amanda talked about L glaring at her (supposedly) while she was drinking coffee outside, and that we might actually be friends someday. I'm not a good ex, but I think I don't want her totally out of my life forever. Just for now.

I really would like a lady in my life. If you couldn't tell.